Thursday, December 11, 2014

A Rant





Can't believe I actually wasted 4 months right after I have finished my final semester class in the early August this year. Well, I have been making excuses to my parents and those who are concerned about my future undertakings that "Oh well, I'm actually taking a good long break for myself." Probably it ain't an excuse because I did go to several states in Malaysia and flew overseas, Adelaide, South Australia. Yes, you read it right. Australia, AGAIN. You might have that little thought running through your mind "Nasty, she's such a lazy bump. She's not good enough. She's probably lost motivation or inspiration. She's lifeless," Negative thoughts go on and on. But I don't give a fuck about my life, why do you even try to criticize me? Duh, whatever and put both middle fingers in the air.


I enjoy doing things that I lost track for years. I can stay more focus on my part time art class job like creating crafts and new drawing for kids. Also spending some quality times with love one watching television, movies (Mostly comedy or cartoon. Great way to de-stress) and recently painted a horse. It looks horrendous to me that my skills were rusted. Give me some time to improve them, not perfect, but hopefully near perfection. *cross fingers* Also during this long break, I finally figured out which position I should apply for a job interview. Yeah, like finally. At the moment the job best suited me would be a VM (Visual Merchandiser) or Account Executive (Servicing Dept). Time to redo my CV, edit my portfolio page (digitally) and a simple presentation slides about myself (like SWOP, skills and etc.). Working with an SMP just makes me go nuts. I don't seem to get them to apply into each section of my portfolio.


I love writing and I love blogging with comprehensive one, back then. I never used to like writing until I need to buck up my studies for my SPM qualification exam, but I do hope to get a chance to learn, like joining a writing class to see how much fun it is to write. Frankly speaking, writing has no rules and restrictions. I want to learn to express myself through the way I type. I want to learn how much fun it is to keep an online diary in the form of a blog which I see my friend who are so well-written and also speaking. I used to love learning new words and improve my grammars. I used to get lots of inspiration from different English bloggers, but a lot of restrictions for me to stop writing. I just couldn't find a right time to instill this passion. I am always a three-minute-heat person that I get attracted to new things easily. Just recently I have fallen in love with baking with online recipes. So much fun and a good way to keep a smile for yourself and other people when they tasted good baked from you. And I am seriously considering a career in writing. Only time will tell and also if I get a chance to re-learn writing. Nowadays lacking of copywriters make most of the companies out there pay good amount of salary. Who doesn't want to earn a high pay right? *hahaha*


Another news, I just turned 21 years old not long ago. Traditionally in Chinese culture, we officially received a "key" which equally means we are given freedom or a key to adulthood. I’m not spending my 21st birthday bar hopping to get free drinks. Instead, I’m spending my 21st birthday with my boyfriend, family, parent's friends and a bunch of my friends, throwing a common birthday party at my house. So far I have only been to several countries like Bangkok, Koh Lanta (Thailand), Perth (Western Australia) and Adelaide (South Australia). That's pathetic right? I haven't explored my neighbor country like Singapore, Indonesia, Phillipine yet and many more countries on my list. But I'm glad that I just travelled all the way up north in Malaysia (Not sure if I'm geographically correct because I always messed up reading maps). Soon to explore down the Peninsular of Malaysia. A little bit of excitement, mainly I want to explore Johor the Hello Kitty cafe and the Premium Outlet with good and cheap branded items. Taiwan, Hong Kong, Japan, Korea, Europe, other parts of Australia (Sydney, Melbourne, Goldcoast, Canberra, Tasmania and etc.), Phillipine, Singapore and more is on my list. Voila~ Can't wait for my Kuching trip for next week, even though it's an event job for cars because we get to drive around, food hunt and do some souvenir shopping. Yay!


Just another day I rant about my life here. Good luck to everyone out there! Enjoy what you're doing! (:

With Love, 
Audrey Tan